I was offered a contract today. I haven’t signed it yet and I’m incredibly scared of the offer going away for some reason so I won’t mention the team just yet. However I’m traveling tomorrow to go sign the contract so I should be able to let you guys know soon enough. The contract is for a net sum of $1500/month. Of course I won’t be paid in US dollars but that’s the equivalent amount. I will also be given an apartment, so my only real expense will be food. Maybe I can work out a deal with a restaurant once I arrive.
This offer means that my time in Enkoping is definitely over. I pretty much knew that before, but it’s kind of hitting me now. While I wasn’t in Enkoping for long, I did make a few pretty good friends and I will miss them. I will see them in the future, but it’s a bit weird to know that some of the other guys I will never see again. The same way there are plenty of guys from my Harrisburg and Crystal Palace Baltimore teams that I will never see again. I guess it’s just part of the job. My teammates are really just co-workers, and if one of us changes jobs then that’s it. We just go our separate ways. It’s a part of this life and I just have to accept it.
I can’t say I’m too sad though. I’m going to a good opportunity and success at this club could mean really big things for my career. I expect that I will have success, but then again I would expect that even if I was going to La Liga or the Bundesliga; I have a confidence that can never be destroyed. It wavers sometimes, but nothing/no one will ever take my self-confidence. That will never happen.
That’s enough with the mystery. I’ll be traveling tomorrow but maybe I can get a post up in a few days once I’ve sorted everything. Please send happy thoughts my way, because if this offer comes off the table between now and the time I can sign it then I will be really down in the dumps. I wish I could sign the contract right now, but it will have to wait at least until tomorrow afternoon. As soon as I get to the new club I will try to sign the contract before they realize I’m not any good! Haha the reveal of the team is coming in the next post!
And last but not least, today’s meme. It's actually a photobomb, but it sums up how I feel right now. No need to dwell on the semantics.